One Who Walked Away

Korang pernah tak rapat dengan seseorang (tak kiralah lelaki atau perempuan. kawan baik atau lebih) untuk satu tempoh yang meyakinkan, but then they walked away? Pernah?

Have you count how many people have walked away from your life? 1, 2? Countless?

Some people said this to me.

"Biarlah diorang yang nak pergi. Lantak. Yang stay, stay."
"You wanna get out from my life, here, I'll open the door for you to go."
"Diorang yang tak tahu menghargai. Biar ajelah.."

The problem with me is, I cant let go. I think about it a lot.

Have you ever thought about the reason they walk away?

Have you, JUST MAYBE, think, the reason is.... YOU?

Dont take the reason for granted, babe. The one who walk away, let them go, but take the reason they go with you so you can improved yourself for the better.

Kawan kau yang dulu pernah sama-sama ada saat jatuh bangun kau. Yang pernah terima semua kekurangan kau. Yang simpan semua rahsia kau. Yang jadi tulang belakang kau, Tiba-tiba jadi stranger with memories. Tak sedih ke? At one point when YOU THINK you get betrayed, you cant help but see them in hatred. You wont remember those sweet little things they ever did. You will only remember the betrayal part. But trust me, in the deepest corner of your heart, you're still wondering why. You missed those shits. You craved for the friendship. After all those bullshit you went through together, why they left? What makes you not good enough? What makes them found someone better? What makes them a betrayer?

Have you ever think that the answer to that is probably, YOU?

One or two people walk away, probably, isnt your fault. But if you tell me "everyone who said they will stay, left", there is definitely something wrong with the way you treat people around you.

Those who stay even when everybody left, keep them closer. Treat them better. They probably hate the way you treat them but they stay long enough because they love you so much. They get used to the pain. They dont care if they get hurt but they dont want to leave you alone. I dont understand the power of love but yes, that always a strong reason for someone to stay even in the shittiest day. (sorry I used the S-word alot).

But love can fade you know. Especially when you never learn to appreciate. Thats what make people who once there in your life, aint there anymore.

Some of us took people around them for granted. Because you think they will always there. They got your back. But they are human. They arent perfect. They get hurt and they are in pain. Leaving you behind probably is the last option they put at the end of the road. But you are the one who pushed them to the finishing line.

"If you cant accept me at my worst, you dont deserved me at my best"
"Accept me for who I am"

What nonsense are you talking about. Who are you to say that to someone who always give their best for you? Aint that a stupid excuse? Yes, be who you really are. But that dont give you a right to be an asshole or dumbass. You dont have the right to treat people like bullshit when they always there.

Who are you TO TEST people around you if they gonna stick around at your worst.

I've learn a lot from people around me. Treat them as if it is the last.

You will have them forever.

Unless they are the dumbass.

Yes, banyak je orang baik kena betrayed. But what I learned from this people who got betrayed, let them betrayed you, you dont betray people.

Coz at the end of the day, what you give, you will get back.

Have a good day folks.