Random Post

I read a lot, recently. I watched dramas and movies which makes me trapped inside the poor pitiful characters - whoever they are. Mostly second lead of course (they make you have this BIG as hell soft spot in your heart and you wanted to love them instead). Oh, btw you know why its "big as hell" not "big as heaven"? Coz God makes the hell bigger since you know, there are not many good people on earth anyway. Kay, just a random statement.

I dont like it when I am emotionally involved with fictional characters but I cant help it. They indirectly help me to write. I felt as if they convey their feeling to me and said from far "put this feel into words, Nika.. Put it into wordsss..". Kay, overreact. Habis situ.

The thing is, I'm quite different in the world behind this screen. My friends know I write. But they dont know I have this blog. My friends know me as a hyper happy go lucky person but when I read-through my entry, I felt as if I'm an emo loner person. If they found this blog, boleh dibuat bahan 7 keturunan.

There is only two person who really know about this little secret. Of this little place for me to escape. My boyfriend and a sister of mine. Coz I'm very emotional ye'knowww.. Happy person can be sad too. But sad over dramas, my friend will "Chill laa, bukan real pun. Over arr kau". Aiyo ma frenz, its not real but the feelll is real. Me iz zad ye'know. I know sad too ye'knowww.. 

Sad for all those heart full of love but been rejected and they get hurt. Sad for all those unappreciated love. Sad for forbidden love. Sad things second lead always got laa..

I REALLY need to let them all out.. So yeah, here i am.